Create A New World!
On my Facebook timeline I recently (16-5-2025) shared an initiative that touches me. It is an invitation to fellow writers and illustrators to give a workshop to children in an asylum seekers' center. The invitation was sent to me twice by the same person.
I feel the connection with that person, a dear friend. I know her as a loving bridge builder, an opener of possibilities. And I know as she knows me that this initiative, this invitation suits me very well. After all, I have taught language lessons for years as a self-employed person to children in the language class (for newcomers in the Netherlands). I am the author of the book 'Dex discovers'. And I love children. Super match you would say.
I read the invitation and start to feel it well, inside me.
It feels like a beautiful initiative, supported in a broad field. I feel it to pass it on to fellow writers. This certainly deserves attention. I assume that they deal with this information in their own way.
The following happens in me ..
I feel where I stand, who I am, I feel my energy, my consciousness.
I experience this invitation as a form, a timeline that emerges in my hologram. My brain immediately associates me with the story. It seems perfectly in line with who I am. And yes, I also want those children to have a fantastic experience. I can feel that completely.
But from which part of me do I decide to participate. Do I step in because the whole situation, which is not my own creation, fits me very well? It sounds very obvious.
Yet I turn it around! I am going to feel whether I want to connect to the situation deep inside. I separate my skills and my experiences from this initiative. I also release the objective, helping children in an often hopeless impossible situation.
If I want to investigate it completely honestly and openly, then the energy must be able to flow freely without the form. Free of conditions that the brain can latch onto and release associations, logic and expectations on.
I place the energy of the invitation in front of me. Then I feel myself. I feel where I flow and where my inner knowing is. My own free zero point of life force and possibilities. I slowly pull the invitation in and feel how I relate to this field. How does it feel in me and how does or does not a connection with my field of creation arise. In that investigative field lies my answer as to whether or not I enter. If I feel it here, then it becomes a success in its own way. It already becomes a success without me giving it a form. Then the movement I make has all the potential to reach deeper into an entire field and to initiate a flow of consciousness. Then I do the work for which I came here.
Unfortunately, I do not always succeed (yet). I know that if it does not work, I am living a script of the matrix. The matrix serves me with scenarios that fit me very well or less well. Time and again to elicit a reaction that I could just step into. It offers me a cause and I then foresee a sequel. As it were, my creative power is hijacked to create something that I do not choose myself.
My brain wants to simmer. Do it for the children, you are so good at it, this is an opportunity. But also the resistance to the link of politics as an argument or the temptation to obtain a medal. These are all arguments that are valuable if I can make my choice on them.
But my autonomous navigation of creation functions differently. It feels whether a movement is right in me or not. Does the energy field that I draw in gain more power or does it ebb away in me. This has absolutely nothing to do with the initiative, the initiator or the person who passes it on to me. They have their own navigation, intention and inner knowledge. And now that I am writing this, I also feel connected to it. It feels like a larger field in which everyone makes their own movement.
If I myself initiate a movement from a deeper feeling knowledge, then it is my creation. When I create something myself, I don't need confirmation or reward for it. Then I also have no expectations for the outcome, after all, it started and guided in my consciousness.
And so I travel this summer with my book "Dex discovers" through the country. Sometimes a place feels like it connects to my movement, then a transfer of information is almost self-evident. I also feel that I will be in places where a new consciousness movement could be welcome. When I go to any place, my consciousness is at 0-point. I create a beautiful field by setting up my table or stall. Then I start fresh and open for meeting and connection. Without me expecting it, these meetings are more deeply felt and a connection is created based on emotional memory from the Land of Once.